I have to post the lyrics to this. I’m gathering it’s from some anime series. I saw the flash animation on albinoblacksheep.com and it was so adorable. I had to download the song.
To see the flash, go to http://albinoblacksheep.com/flash/shii.php.

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star
But what if that star is not to come?
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope
Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light i’ve yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
There’s a hole within my soul
What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
Iwish then for a chance to see
Now all i need –desperately
Is my star to come..

Unfortunately along with Spring comes the allergies. I haven’t suffered allergies like this in years. The news said the pollen count was the highest it had been in over 3 years, which explains quite a bit. Thankfully we had a good downpour this evening.

I know I haven’t been keeping this blog up to date. Sometimes I have extremely quiet periods in my life-so quiet that even I don’t feel like chatting. Imagine that. Me, not wanting to pour my heart and soul out on a webpage. I still haven’t found a job-which isn’t for a lack of trying. I did get a call today from a temp agency to come in and take a test for a data entry job, evenings with weekends off. The pay is decent and it would work out with classes in the fall. Hopefully this works out because I am more than broke.

I really don’t talk to many people. Strangely enough, the one person I chat with these days happens to be 15. A 15 year old that is more mature and insightful than most 30 year olds I know. She has it rough. I don’t want to go into details, but this kid needs someone to encourage her. I would say her IQ is near the genius level… yet she misses school like it’s nothing. When I know a kid is in trouble, or in need of just someone to understand, that motherly instinct I have kicks in. Hopefully I can show her someone out there does care and believes in her-no matter what others may say or think. I should be a children’s therapist.

Haven’t posted at all in April. Amazing. Actually, I’ve had nothing of importance to say. Looking for a job. Have applications and resumes out everywhere, with no luck. This is getting old. I’m still seriously considering living in a van down by the river. Ha. I’ll type more later-I stayed up and watched the Pope’s funeral. I’m not Catholic, but he was a good, insightful man. Long funeral, but I will admit, I only got up once to go to the bathroom. History in the making-and always the history buff I figured I should watch it. I doubt we’ll see anything else like it in our lifetime.